Updated Legacies of the Fallen today with revised chapters. I feel so unimaginative… but at least I’m working on a totally new chapter. =) Now, if only I could find a beta reader, I’d be all set. I really need to stop trying to be a perfectionist and just write. But I gotta have it damned near perfect before I feel like putting it up. (Not only that, but formatting my fics for the demands of each and every archive out there makes me equally grouchy. FF.net has one way, my archive has another, Media Miner has another, Fandomination has yet another, and the message boards take an even more different way. Lets forget I’m tempted to send my fic in to an old-fashioned Archive that houses Squaresoft/Chrono Trigger fanfics in general. X_x I also need to get over this need to feedback. Stupid, I know, but I really find myself hoping to hear something - anything, about my stuff.

Blah. I need a new layout. And it’s bugging me! XD I almost talked myself into revisiting my old Magus/Black Wind layout - almost. I’m just not sure what I’d do. I dunno. I want to find a layout I’m going to really love so I can put my concentration back on my comissioned projects. Pathetically, I found myself looking at Pretear images today. XD Crimmy started something. Oh well, if I had to suddenly become interested in a Shoujo anime, at least it’s a cool one.

Also, before I forget… Thank You everyone for your support over my Grandma and loosing Fancy. You guys are truly awesome… I don’t think I can tell you that enough. =)

Anyway, as per the entry subject… I feel another bout of lurkitis coming on. Once again, inexplicably, I’m finding myself ignored on damn near every message board I’m on! I actually bothered to log on to Trillian (AIM, Yahoo, ICQ, & MSN all at once) to chat while I worked on playing with Izzy’s CSS file a little. I wasn’t in the mood to RP and since I’d really like to finish these comissions I didn’t feel. I offered to hang around and listen, but suddenly they terminate the chat “because they don’t want to bother me.” *mutters, sighs* Whatever. Went invisible on everything but AIM. I don’t have the willpower to explain myself over and over again anymore. I probably should just remove all my contact info from my board profiles. I’m either their intelletual whore to keep them from being bored or what starts out as a great conversation descends into small talk land the moment they ask “How old r u?” I know I’m older than most of the board populations, but gawd - !