Title: Why
Author: Marohi

Date Published: 23-April

“Why” is perhaps a good word to describe his unsaid comment. But remained unsaid and would never be spoken. Things were seldom simple, as far as life went. Year after year, it only became more complex. A childish question of “why” would only bring more questions, rather than the simple answer he sought.

He gazed back to the hill. Row after row of gnarled stumps, standing like tombstones under the hot sun. Cool rain would never wash between the leaves again, nor fog curl like a lazy cat between the trunks, nor water glisten on ripening apples. No more diamond veil spider webs in the morning.

There were never simple answers, only complex questions that would go without answer.

Boring lecture classes = Plot bunny maternity ward

I swear, when I have all the time in the world, I can stare at my notebook or word processor program and never come up with a single idea. Get in a boring lecture class and the ideas just start popping up like daisies. I get web design ideas, programming ideas, story ideas, etc. But sadly, I have a paper due each week along with the manditory outlines and drafts I have to turn in at various points. So I probably won’t actually have time to write, but it doesn’t stop the ideas.

I’m kind of wishing that I had instead gotten the various English / writing classes out of the way back at Central instead of creative writing. Then I could remove any obvious fan-fictiony elements and actually do something I liked.

Thankfully, this should be the last lecture class for a bit. (Though I have plans to call the college tomorrow and begin discussing my next degree program.)

I should also have some money coming back, which I plan to use to upgrade the computer and maybe get a few peripherals. A tablet and laser mouse would be really nice. Probably get Luna renewed with it too.

Anyway, I’m off to go get this outline done so I have tonight to slack. Later!

Blarg. I slept for almost 12 hours. @_@ 11pm until 10:30am. Gawd, what’s wrong with me??

Anyway, got my grades back from this last semester. A’s, A-’s, and one B+. Pretty good for a slacker, no? Going to have to go hunt down some books though. I did okay with my DHTML class (that was the B+), but I really want more than what they gave me.

Well, time to walk down to go get the mail (hopefully the card is here) and then do something around the house so no one thinks I slept the entire day away. Erm… well, I suppose it’s too late for that, but you know what I mean. XD

While procrastinating studying for finals, I happened onto some art on DA.

I completely realize that I should keep an open mind in regards to art, but somehow — just somehow, a shot up someone’s hoo-hah just doesn’t seem that… artistic. XD And are those anime girls with the huge-ass stomachs supposed to be pregnant? O_o

I can’t wait until winter break starts. eFiction 3.0 is finally out, which means I can go wild over on Luna and feel like a 1337 programmer again. (Of course, gotta upgrade the sucker first… which is going to be… erm… fun.) Happy happy, joy joy. =D

But first… blarg, finals.